High School

Usagi · Post by **Usagi** » Fri May 21, 2004 20:07 -0700

Ok, I was thinking a lot, and I got my year book for my senior year, and, so far, Im not really likeing it much.

First, there was a exstreamly bad exsaggeration about me in a job section saying I did comic desighns for a comic co- But that IS NOT Evin true- I said I would be something nice to do. And yea, going out of my high school year, with people thinking im a Comic Artest....-.-**

Also they cut out the Art Club photo by a lot of people, and dident evin put our names on it like all the other clubs....-.-* Just Rude.

And like, most of the year book is about Sports and the populare people...like Heith.....remember him?- The guy who was spoz to take me to the prom?.....*sighs*

Well I think I was just the majure Geek who Never got kissede and dateless at the prom with a high roll of being a "comic Artest"- how lame my years...mhh.

Anyway, yea, I know you all Who like UY like I, well , Were yall geeks or anything ?? Do ya'll get Married?......<Because that is something that scars me the most, I mean not to many girls like Comics or anime or .are like me, I should say...but I mean...Is likeing something so much to want to try and persue it into a career bad for a girl? -

I mean, I am so scard Im Never goingot find evin a guy to date...I mean ...I'll admit it, Im 19 and never been kissed or evin been alone with a guy. I mean, by now- Teen my age, have had sex- or have had some kind of exspeariance in the dateing relationship gig....

And I still REALLY like Heith, but its like, I am getting into mixed emotions about him, I mean I get this feeling he is dateing his Ex again- and he knows about my intrests and such- and knows my passion for Japan and my fond of Comics and Usagi and cartoons, - but Im scard that drives guys away....and honnestly....it hurts, I mean, its probubly ok, for a guy to like this...but normilly girls who are like me, dont date and I fear so bad, Im goingot fall into a lonely path with no first kiss....

What do you guys think of people like me, or this persay....I mean.yea.....I tihnk Im the only girl evin who posts regularly on the board.

Anyone ^^* I need some advice about this, I tried talkingot my folks about it, but they are getting it one bit...

Post by **Mayhem** » Sat May 22, 2004 15:58 -0700

Personally I wouldn't fret it at the moment. I didn't get my first serious girlfriend and that which follows until I started university. It just happens that way with people. Sometimes you get so internally pressured and stressed thinking it's never gonna happen, that it shows and you try too hard at times. With the consequence that is becomes less likely to happen! Strange words, but ones which have the ring of truth.

I've just come out of a relationship myself. Sometimes I do feel like I'm not going to find that person. But then I'm a pessimist anyhow

However... it doesn't mean I'm not going to grudgingly try and keep my mind open. To be honest, it really depends on the sort of guys you are around. If they're not into the sort of girl you are, then so be it. I'm sure you will come across the right sort of person sooner or later. Hell, you do have many traits (the whole uber geek chick thing, cartoons/anime, Usagi etc) that I like. My previous was similar in a number of ways. So here's looking at ya kid... know that there's at least ONE guy in the world who sees that as a good thing

Here endeth the lesson... be yourself primarily. Oh and going to uni/college can open your eyes, and put you in the surrounds of so many different types of people. And trust me, you will meet similar people to yourself there!

Usagi · Post by **Usagi** » Sun May 23, 2004 21:30 -0700

Thanks....I Mean I know i have my life a head of me....s'just you feel kinda outta place becasue nomilly life spoz to go in this order.and thats not really happening for me....

takematsu · Post by **takematsu** » Mon May 24, 2004 15:54 -0700

Personally I wouldn't fret it at the moment. I didn't get my first serious girlfriend and that which follows until I started university. It just happens that way with people. Sometimes...

I'm in complete accord with that paragraph; don't let the "average pacing" set any kind of agenda for you in the area of relationships. A lot of crummy marriages are predicated on getting a mate before some arbitrary deadline. From my experience, the best way to approach this sort of thing is to first decide if your intended would make a good FRIEND, and then examine whatever other criteria you might have. "Hot, but no common interests" only works for Hollywood 36-hour marriages.

Usagi · Post by **Usagi** » Mon May 24, 2004 17:04 -0700

Acctually now that you bring that up, My best guy friend andI got into a fight so bad, he acctually stoped talking to me. See, for some ression he did not agree with me getting Babtized, and got really personal with threats and wishes I were something Im not Like

"If there was "God" He wouldent have kept you on this earth, and you'r a f-ing walking sin so why would you bother with it"- And that really hurt my feelings and I said

"We've been forends now for almost 5 years and you pay no attention to anything of me, My hospital life or anything of that dort, and I said how dare you call me a walking Sin, I am a F-ing walking Mirical and If you cannot acknowlage that, why are you evin talking to me?"

He olriginally had a mad crush on me and I was actually considering dateing him , but after that stuff- I dontthink I can talk to him again, more less be as open as I was. I liked Heith, BUT- We are also two compleatly different people- I like Guys opposite from me with a suttle intrest as mine, I dont know why, I just Do.

Oh well , I mean Im sorry Iv been complaining about my bf/gf stuff....S'just I feel left behind in the whole prosses of dateing....