Hey guys....

[Usagi]

...Iv been having a really bad day.

First off, the morning was really cold. And I triped on my boots.

Then After practicing and studing for the Writting sample for English (to be able to take the compass)- I find out I failed it by a cuple of Missspelled words.....Everything my teacher said was beautyfull and perfect....but my spelling....I have one more chance to retake it- or I will fail English and have to retake it next semester-

And math is not a good thing for me. I learnd a new way to do my math and it is easy now- But my theacher gives me a big fat" 0" on my paper because the way I figyerd out my problums, was not how she tought us....and she faild me misserably.... ..
I tryed getting back into Speacial Education for my classes...but they dont have it at my school...and Iv only been out of Sped my siniour year of HS...

And last but not least, I found out today, I bounced 2 Checks. For a lot of Money too.......so....yea...when I get my next check I'll have to buy a lot of Ramen Noodles....and live off that for ever for a month.....
My dad will be cutting me off next semester and I dont have my car back yet.....so I cant get a job.....yet.....and things are just not clicking...


I feel like Im at a big wall and cant find a way over it...And my mom says that people push me around and she see's it.....but ..who?....And Im sorry I complain to you guys....ya'll just arn't immature kids after all..Im just stuck on what to do with my life thus far...I would talk to my dad about it, but every time we talk, he speeks tp me like I have done something wrong..... ..........

......

[miyamoto musashi]

hot chocolate works

[takematsu]

And Im sorry I complain to you guys....ya'll just arn't immature kids after all..

That's why there's some point to complaining around us-- we might have some useful advice, based on personal experience.

...unfortunately, I can't think of anything particularly apt or appropriate right now. Hot chocolate, if you've got some, is entirely sensible.

[miyamoto musashi]

only slightly sensible, as i was also going to suggest that you could throw the scolding-hot chocolate at your teachers, but drinking it works too

[Jeff_W]

Life unfortunately does not come with an instruction booklet, nor does it get particularly easier, however the problems you've described are commonly referred to as young adulthood, and the condition is neither permanant, nor fatal. Perservere, realize, that though life is difficult you are here for a reason and that there are better times ahead. The problem with the internet and forums like this are that, while you can find sympathy and a kind of friendship, and if you're lucky, good advice, there is a disconnect, it's tough for us to do much more than empathize with you. Which I for one do - having been in similar positions before. Sadly, my empathy doesn't really help you through these troubles though believe me I wish it did.

I concur with the hot chocolate as a temporary fix and endorse it wholeheartedly. Other than that, have you sought out help for the scholastic problems, I understand not liking to ask for help (it is one of the hardest things to do) but I think it would be a very poor teacher who would not assist a student in need of help with their schoolwork, or at least point you in the direction of some tutoring programs.

As for me, usagi, it may not be much but I'll keep you in my prayers. Good luck.

[miyamoto musashi]

oh! you could try watching some monty python, those guys can make you laugh yourself unconcious.



"whats on the tele" "looks like a penguin" "no i mean the program" "well it looks like the news" (newscaster)"and thats todays report..it is now time for the penguin on top of your television to explode" (boom) "how did he know there was a penguin on top of the tele"

[Sebastian]

<Sebastian gives a big hug to Usagi>