Finally did what I came hear for.
Posted: Fri Mar 16, 2007 15:53 -0700
Hello everyone. I just thought to share this with you all, beuase your my buddys!- I finally got a chance to do "Give Kids the World"- over at the Give Kids the World Village in kissimee Florida. I was good firends with Mickey Mouse when I did it, and boy- Iv'e had a rough few weeks down hear at Disney, and being able to get a chance to do this- was really uplifiting for me.I was looking forward to this all week. It was not like what most of my co-workers told me, and I am glad. I was preparing myself for the worst, and I wouldn't want to break character because of crying or something, or have it obvious that Mickey Mouse was concerned or worried in a more human manner. I was determined to keep character and swallow anything that may have affected making the children happy.- That was not hard to do. It was really one of my mot happy, uplifting shifts I've had- in sight of waiting so long to do it (And have strings polled to get it on my schedule). I really hope to get a chance to do this more often, this is my reason for coming down hear- and the feeling of doing this makes me so happy and thankful for the life I was given, despite the bad days and the things I would take for granted, doing "Give Kids" really makes everything come together life wise, and dong that makes me appreciate life a little bit more- plus I make them extra happy in return and that just makes me happy, because I was a part of their joy.
Ive been getting a pretty strong suggestion on what to do with myself- if I don't stay with Disney and that is to become a nun. A friend of mine, whom I talk to on a basis, sugessted this to me, when I told her my intentions for comming down to Disney, and that ws to give kids their last days on earth, magical ones' and their family, unforgetable memories. I wanted to give kids a happyness only their imaginations can bring out- and that is Mickey Mouse.-- and she sugessted becoming a nun, and doing that type of work, outside Disney.
Cense then, It's still in the back of my head, and I spent most of my afternoon at the Chapal today, in thought. Douring this I went to confess and stayed for the stations ofthe cross- and just reflected on what God wants me to do with my life. It'll be a year cense I became Catholic (April 15th)- and the feeling of wanting to be closer to God and serve him is still as strong a feeling now as it was then...Iv'e finally desided to be a little more open about this thought, beause maybe, if i hear myself talk about it- it'll help me in my dessision making....thanks' ya'll for reading none the less.