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Well this week has been one big stress.

My firends aunt had her baby on Fri- She had a girl, and she was only 6 months old ( 3 months pre me). Saddly her Baby girl died Sunday, her Funerole is on may 5/2004- This really is Emotional for me, because My mom had me and my sister and we were only 6 month (3 months preme)- And we both Servived, - The only thing that was drstice was that I ended up with Hydrocepolitus and a lot of other med conditions, and a bad hart. <-- But Her baby could have been saved!---> The doctors poped her Lungs and she died the next Day....I dont understand life sometimes, It makes me feel so selfish and guilty that I am evin hear..I mean I know its life, but...I dont think anyone could understand were I am comming from with this..so I'll shut up

I can't say that I can understand exactly what you're feeling right now, but I, and most likely others who frequent this forum, do sympathize for what you are going through and I want you to know that you can always count on a ear to listen or a shoulder to cry on (figuratively) or if you just want someone to talk to, either through the forum or by PM.
Keigu...

Tahnks...its just....Iv.....Never Exsperianced the death of a person... reather be so close to me or not, befor....I mean, I know Im not close to the Aunt , but thats my firend and really feel bad..I dont know really how to hadnle this or what...I mean, I got so many thing floating threw my mind, I cant really concentrate on well...not to be self centerd, but my birthday...mom is nagging me about what i want to do, and so far, its nothing...thanks for responding , and thanks you guys who atleat take a look, yea I know its off topic, you dont need to remind me...Im gonna go get a cook and read or something, thank you again for your supprt.....this board is really the best board Iv ever talked on.

I am very sadded to hear of you and your family's loss. My thoughts and prayers to you and yours in this tough time...Glennosuke.

Thanks...this is going to take a while to get over...Looks like Birtday plans will be cancelled ^^*....I appritate your kindness much

I'll pray for you.